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Ow. I kind of have heartburn right now. It’s the feeling I get when I’m super hungry.

So today I finally submitted my passport application thingy, in keeping with my New Year’s vow to travel more. I plan to take a cruise as soon as I can…ALONE. So I can wallow in my Lone Wolfness, while visiting exotic locales.  I went to the County building to get the passport, since you don’t need an appointment. And the people who work there are SO SUPER NICE!!!! I miss working for the County, where people are super nice. I guess you have to be super nice in order to get paid what they are without quitting and finding another job. I didn’t bother with the expedited service, since I’m not leaving the country anytime soon.

I’m doing major cleaning right now in order to improve the Feng Shui.  Also my new neighbor friend keeps threatening to drop by. I just set him straight on any romantic notions he might be having, (which he admitted to having) so hopefully that crap is under control now. I want a cute brother-like figure to hang out with…that’s all. I just met him at the coffee shop today to fix his phone, in order to avoid letting him know where I live.
I live between two coffee shops with free wifi. The one I went to today has the better coffee. I’ll just go to the other one if I want ice cream.  Though I shouldn’t be consuming any of those substances at all…

Tomorrow morning I’m going to tai chi class. Tai chi is more difficult for me than qigong because it requires a bit more coordination…But I think I’ll be okay. Later on, I will go to some performance at San Diego State…just tagging along with my friend, who enjoys watching dance. Oh okay, here’s who is performing.

Okay. I suddenly want to go clean again.

I have it as Day 3 because I did the 2 pre-cleanse days. So actually THIS is the start of the program. But I will count it from now on as Day 3.

So today was a cleanse day.  So no food. Just liquid…weird liquids, pills and snacks.  No sensible meal today. No shakes. I was making fun of the “snacks” the other day, but today they are the food of the gods.  The snacks are chocolate flavored tablets that you eat when you have hunger pangs. You can have up to 6 per day. They remind me of Horlicks. My godmother would give these to the kids when we were on long car trips. Like candy. Sorta. Once you get used to them, they’re like candy, esp. if there’s nothing else to eat.

So today’s liquids consist of: 4 4 oz servings of “Cleanse for Life” liquid with 8 oz. of water to go with it. 1 oz of the Ionix Supreme which I still find kinda delicious. There are some pills i found in my apartment somewhere called, “Natural Accelerator” I guess I was supposed to be taking those, but I actually started it today, since I just found them. And then the IsaFlush! pills that you take before bedtime. Of course there are the snacks somewhere in there. Right now I’m on snack #5. I’m treasuring the 6th snack for a few hours from now.

I don’t think I spaced my drinking times properly since I’m supposed to have two “cleanse for life” servings coming. I’ll just drink another in an hour or so. and then have the last sometime before I sleep. Actually scratch that. I only have one left. My mental process is somewhat off. Sorry.

Need to wake up early tomorrow to go to a Tai Chi class. Thank goodness tomorrow’s a shake day. I mean, today wasn’t bad, it’s just I was out and about more than usual  and I was doing some heavy cleaning at home, so it took a bit of a toll on me. I should just lay around and do nothing on days like this.

Anyway,I’m a bit irritable right now. Extremely grouchy too.

I met a neighbor who I met walking home from the trolley. Cheerful kid. Wants me to fix his phone. And it was nice to have a body guard walking me home. Stupid crazy people picking fights with me…I have pepper spray too. Perhaps he answers my Law of Attraction call to the universe for a brother-type figure here in SD. Who knows…I’ve actually been randomly meeting lots of people who fit that bill. Ideally for me, they would already have a nice significant other or think I’m grossly unattractive so that there’s none of that hooking-up vibe. My heart is somewhere and it won’t move, so I’m just gonna let it stay there unless stuff is impossible. None of this, hopping onto the next guy business in order to forget. That’s just stupid. And I think I’ve done that in the past…I’d rather lock myself up now.