Pending Approval: Notes & Arguments to Self











{February 10, 2008}   Isagenix: Day 12

Today, along with my breakfast shake, I HAD to have fruit. I was craving fruit in the worst possible way. So I had 4 strawberries, a grapefruit, and a tangerine. After yesterday’s crazy light-headedness and last night’s sleep of the dead, I think I was entitled to fruit.

I’m pretty sure my lunch was sensible. I hate saying, since someone will burst my bubble and tell me it’s not. So I won’t say what I ate. So let us assume that my lunch was sensible. And let it also be said that it was less lunch than I would normally eat.

I also took a probiotic and digestive enzymes. I don’t care if it’s included in the Isagenix liquids already. Apparently it is not enough.

I have yet to take my dinner shake..I guess I should do that now.



{February 10, 2008}   huh dizzy

I just woke up from what felt like a week’s worth of sleep…after the blog entry I collapsed and couldn’t be bothered with my dinner shake.

Had no clue the phone rang even though it was from a precious person to me…

Who knows…I’m just exhausted. However, I think I should leave the house.

He claims I run in his circles, but if he really thought about that, he’d see that I don’t. He just runs around his own circles and my old circles and sometimes he trips and falls down drunk at my doorstep. And yeah, I’m happy to see him. I don’t think I really run in any circles. Not the same ones anyway. I see new circles forming for me, but I wouldn’t say I run around in them either. I’d say I’m an island. A point in space. No circles, no lines, no polygons. And maybe that makes me feel safe. It also makes me sad. But I think right now, I’d rather feel safe.



et cetera