Pending Approval: Notes & Arguments to Self











{January 10, 2009}   Looking back on this week…

That topic ought to be broad enough to cover my scattered/random way of  blogging, yet still be on topic. It is a cop out, but who cares.

SO this week has been alright for the most part. I’ve been pretty quiet at work, and that seemed strange to some people. But I’m okay with it. I’m regarding some types of conversation to be a waste of my energy so I’m just going to talk much less. I kind of like it.

Strangely, I’m finding myself addicted to Twitter after sort of ignoring it for a year. Maybe people are not so annoying in 140 characters or less.  Including me. I’m following a lot of people and a lot of random people are following me.  I guess for marketing purposes, maybe not so much to see what I’m doing…Which brings me to the question, do you need to be promoting something in order to be on Twitter? It seems to be almost a requirement. But maybe I’m thinking this only because no one I know actively uses twitter. I thoroughly enjoy the @tweetbomb -ing. It’s kind of fun, like playing the lottery for tweetbombs.

I got a huge Avon order, but now my apartment is a mess with Avon boxes all over the place.  Time to sort and pack everything…

San Diego is actually not too bad. I think if the whole garbage/neighbor issue was solved, it would make matters easier. There’s also the work issue…I wonder how I can fix that? I need to act on money making ideas.

Today was my catch up on sleep day. Normally, it is Friday, but I had to go to Kaiser.  It’s evening now, but I need to start cleaning. I also started growing some bean sprouts!!! I can’t wait. I love bean sprouts.

This week, I also came to some terms with a few of my personal issues dealing with love and stuff about committment. I’ve stopped freaking out about it all the way I have been for the past what…few years? It all kind of clarified when I read Steve Pavlina’s posts on Polyamory and Jealousy.  Not that I’m suddenly polyamorous. I just came to understand a few of my personal issues through his posts. And actually, those were my major battles in my inner turmoil war. Not that it’s over…just kind of clear. My insides are just silent. That’s pretty nice for a change.

Since I got back, I’m noticing that I’m not liking food as much. This happened last year  just before I got addicted to tomato soup for a period of time. Before that nothing seemed worth eating. Maybe I should try the tomato soup again because all I’m consuming are hot drinks. And cashews. Maybe in a few days those sprouts will be nice…Time to take a trip to Trader Joe’s for some more tomato soup.

I just found out that I didn’t win Mega Millions on Tuesday. I usually play it only when i’m around people who are really into playing lottery. Like my parents…and my ex-bf. So I guess I won’t be playing for a while…

I guess all there is to do right now is to clear up my clutter. I wish my apartment looked as clear as I feel.



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