It has been very strange and I don’t remember why…
OOh! I am super excited because Wil Wheaton, LeVar Burton and Brent Spiner are all on twitter!!! I’m sure people have no idea how much this thrills me. I’m hoping that they convince the rest of the cast of Star Trek: The Next Generation to go on twitter too.
What else was weird…OH. Yeah. Steve Pavlina wrote another post relevant to me. I won’t bother going into details…but anyway…This never happened before because I guess my issues never collided with his previous focuses. BUt now it’s like he’s reading my mind. It’s really cool. But it sort of creeps me out that he addresses every point that I was struggling with a few days earlier.
The iPod oracle appears not to want to be my oracle anymore. Its answers seem half-hearted. It keeps spitting out scary songs when I put it on shuffle. Maybe I need to give it a break. I know it is huffy at me. Yeah I give inanimate objects and plants personalities. It’s what I do…
One lady I don’t usually talk to often because she is an acquaintance had this big discussion with me on my facebook wall about love and a lot of other things that i’m concerned with. That was strange as well. That tripped me out big time.
Other trippy things happened. Like the stuff with my mechanical pencil at work that was missing for a week. Then it mysteriously appeared in the pen holder which I emptied many times looking for it. Hmmm. Curious…
What else…I have no idea.
People with exciting lives are out there! I don’t know if I’m supposed to be doing anything about that fact…While I have no particular desire to join them, I really don’t know what to do with myself and this disturbs me a little.
Oh EM eff Gee. They are playing “we belong together” by Mariah Carey. Perhaps there is meaning. Perhaps there is nothing at all. Either way, it’s one or the other. AH yes I had too much coffee. I think coffee will be harder for me to give up than meat. I thought I weaned myself onto juices and teas successfully, but once I get sad, I turn to my coffee and become extremely excited and happy about everything.
I haven’t heard from my friend that fixes me up on blind dates without telling me…that’s just as well since I just don’t wanna deal with that kind of thing right now.
Okay. So if I associate myself with people – anyone – does that automagically come with drama? It seems to be so for the most part. People in general stress me out. I also stress myself out…but not as much.
I guess I should go home now to leave room for the people who are just coming in. Ah but I love this coffee shop!! The one closer to my house is cold and their wifi doesn’t work. Plus it’s close enough to my house that I might as well be home. MEH.
I think things must be getting better. People don’t seem to have that LOVE or HATE reaction thing going when they meet me. It’s great to meet the people who really like you. But then it sucks to meet the people that hate you. It’s such a mood swing to meet people. This is why I choose to hang out alone much of the time. But since peoples’ reactions to me seem to be evening out, maybe it’s just a matter of me being more comfortable with who I am again.
Okay MUST LEAVE COFFEE SHOP. I can go home and do the same thing.
